FEELING SO ALONE...NO FRIENDS TO SHARE BECAUSE NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME....
MY OWN MOTHER SAID HOW COME NOBODY IN THE FAMILY HAS PROBLEM AND ONLY YOU HAVE IT...SHE TOLD ME TO STOP OVER REACTING' AND SOLVE EVERYTHING SCIENTIFICALLY..JUST BECAUSE I HAVE GRADUATED DOESNT MEAN I KNOW HOW TO GET PREGNANT.....
AND FOLLOW HER ADVICE...: HER EXACT WORDS
1. EAT MORE VEGE (LIKE AM NOT EATING ENOUGH)
2. DRINK MORE WATER (HELLO 2.5L EVERY DAY)
3. EXERCISE (WORK, TIRED)
4. PRAY (I DONT BELIEVE IN GOD...NOT NOW...NOT EVER)
5. MEDITATE....THIS WILL HELP YOU TO CONCEIVE....MEDITATION CAN SOLVE PROBLEMS,,,,(HELLO AM I STUPID)
6. SEX....MORE SEX (I DONT KNOW WHAT SO SAY ANYMORE....)
AFTER LISTENING TO THIS SHIT.....I WAS PISSED...SO PISSED...JUST BECAUSE NOBODY IN THE FAMILY HISTORY HAS ANY FERTILITY PROBLEM DOESN''T MEAN I CANT HAVE THE PROBLEM,,,,WHAT KIND OF LOGIC IS THAT....SHE ALWAYS SEEMS TO THINK THAT I OVER THINK....FOR HER MY RESEARCHES ARE OVER THINKING. IF NOBODY IN MY FAMILY HAS CANCER AND I HAVE IT, SHE STILL WILL SAY DONT OVER REACT...ITS PROBABLY NOTING...AFTER ALL WE HAVE NO FAMILY HISTORY,.....IN HER MIND M A DONKEY....
JACK...MY PARTNER SEEMS TO THINK THAT WE CAN SOLVE OUR FERTILITY PROBLEM BY HAVING LOTS OF SEX... SEX CAN DEFINATELY GET ME PREGNANT...AFTER ALL EVERYONE IN HS FAMILY CAN HAVE KIDS AND SO DOES HIS FRIENDS...HOW COME ONLY WE HAVE PROBLEM....JACK SAYS THAT OUR SEX TECHNIQUE AND FREQUENCY IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH....NEED MORE...MORE SEX TO GET PREGNANT,...
M TIRED..TIRED OF EXPLAINING...TIRED ON FACING THIS ALONE...NOBODY..NOT ONE PERSON IS SUPPORTING ME.....ALONE
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ReplyDeletecame across your blog while doing the IVF research. I am sorry that you went through all these mental struggles along the ttc journey. I just want to tell you that, you are not alone, i am the only one in family diagnosed with unexplained infertility and hubby is having slightly low motility. but thanks God he is supportive and willing to go forward with me into IVF. I hope it's not too late for these encourage words, wish your dream comes true.
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